Disturbed Night

8:10:00 PMKrishna Rao

God, I had such a disturbed night. I couldn't sleep a wink. 

Ha, ha! You really think so? 

Why are you laughing? I really was awake the whole night. 

What makes you think you did that? 

I looked at my phones clock at 12, 1.30, 2.30, 5 and kept staring at it all the while. 

Ah, ok! So what do you think you did at other times? 

I was wide awake like an owl. Look at my bleary red eyes. 

Sure. But let me tell you that you slept rest of the time. Except that you had remembrances of those timings since you saw them. 

That's not right. Then why am I so bleary eyed? 

You have to trust me when I say that. If you instal a camera to watch yourself, then you will see what I am saying is right. 

Let's say I accept whatever you are saying, then how come my eyes are all red and sleep deprived? 

That's your mind's problem. It tells you that you haven't slept and you believe in its bs. 

But I did experience all that. Didn't I feel the tiredness and laziness? 

You will experience that because your mind can create any kind of situations and can make you believe in it. 

Oh! But then how do I overcome this state? I need to feel fresh and get on with my work. But here I feel tired and worn out. 

Some people can sleep for a few minutes and feel absolutely fresh. They call it the power nap. 

Yes. I have heard of it but how can they cover for the entire 8-10 hours in a few minutes? 

That's very simple. Don't you have a fast charger for your smartphone? The charger does the same job within minutes. Otherwise, you were keeping it to charge overnight. 

Yes. That's right. So you really think I can achieve that state some day? 

You can do it right now if you wish to. Just stop telling yourself that you cannot sleep or cannot do certain things. Have that confidence that you can do anything at all in this world. 

I don't know if I can do that. But let me try. 

See, you always put negative in the sentence. You should say that I can do it. Let the universe open its door for her magic. 

You mean, the universe will help me if I only keep a positive attitude. 

Yes. And do your job or work. You should always help yourself and never give negatives. 

Oh, thank you God! But will I be able to do that? I don't think I am capable of staying awake for such a long time. 

There you go again! You negated yourself again. I cannot help you. I don't know why I even give this mundane knowledge to you. Sigh! 

Ha, ha! God, you too are negative yourself. Be positive, help me help myself. 


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